Breeze

the soft breeze
the pleasant hum of the engine
and the scenery from a completely different perspective than when you just walk along the road
this is what you wanted to show me isn't it?
back when i feared the shadow of death as it rolled so near
the trees
the earth
the sky
and myself
we all share a common fate
in how we'll be swept away in an instant
on this breeze

Mess

i feel like a mess this month @.@ my toj stats are all over the place n i haven't blogged much..but i just made a tumblr cause bee convinced me to D: [didn't take much convincing since i've just been kinda procrastinating on it] anywho it's gunna be my arts n crafts photodump type thing.

Yukata Done! [with matching bento box bag]

i took a long tetris break to make this..it's my yukata for the upcoming sakura matsuri festival~ [cherry blossom festival aka spring essentially :s]



here's the matching bento box bag i decided to make :3 this one only took me a few hrs spread into 2 days [i sew everything by hand since my mini sewing machine makes ugly stitches :s]

Spring Layout

today was the first day of 60+ temperature :] tomorrow's gunna be 68 high! but rainy D: so i thought it called for a springy layout~ i had my eye on this bg when i was looking through the list when i first started blogger :s

today i wore lots of green :x some of the kids asked if i was a leprechaun :s some hispanic girls said 'represent' lol n other ppl stared at me -.-

Yukata

boo i've been spending all my spare time working on my yukata :s i'm so excited about it ^^ i think a few more days n it'll be done :D i still have to sew up the hem n put a trim on the sleeves n tadaa~ all done! :3 i'll post up pics when it's finished n hopefully i can get some photographer friends to come to sakura matsuri :D imma try to find a pink/black umbrella or maybe i should just sew cloth onto my existing umbrella?? ionos.

Water

i was talking to a friend n pulled this out of my butt :D

feel the waters
if they're freezing
get out
if it's warm
stay in if you want to :p

Yukata // TOJ Ban // First Week // Dinner

i've been trying to sew again but it seems as though i either have time to sew or to run D: n i don't wanna give up running :[ poop. i finished one of the 2 pink sashes that i'm gunna merge into 1 longer one. too lazy to cut the larger shapes though :x i'll get to it when i get to it :s i barely had any time to play tetris this week :[ n i didn't have time to edit the photographs we took at the promenade :[ n i haven't gotten a chance to start sketching what i wanted to do for my 1 deviation per year or to start the book i borrowed from tina :[

but i did get promoted to a moderator on hd :] n there was more drama on hd about how wojtek decompiled cultris 2 n released the achievements n the developers were upset so it was taken down which caused a lot of ppl to get angry -.- if you worked years n years on a program you wouldn't want someone to decompile it n give away its secrets within the first week of its release -.- wojtek just doesn't understand what things are appropriate/inappropriate/borderline D:

yesterday there was a warning issued by blink about how toj is probably knuckling down on the das patch users by checking their time attack replays n making their accounts invalid..a few people said this happened to them after i said someone was on my account [i was on my alt acct n played myself..who was a terrible player!] n i couldn't sign on my acct for a lil while cause it got stuck at the connecting to server part but people misunderstood that for my account being banned o.o; i got on afterwards so obviously it's not banned :x also! someone took my name on top! i mean how many ppl on top know who i am? probably all of them! so obviously it wasn't an accident n someone was just stealing it so that i couldn't have it. jerkface. if it's wojtek i'm never gunna play top just to spite him cause that's a pretty dick move for someone who supposedly wants me to try it.

first week of work went by ok. there's this problem child james who always needs attention n never sits still n always tattle tales n a lot of the kids don't like him n he won't leave me alonee D: i yelled at him yesterday cause he got 3 strikes n then he wouldn't sit still in time out so i had to drag him into the corner n calm him down D: on the other hand there was another child i thought was a problem child but turned out to be very bright :o jeffrey finished his reading worksheet on plate tectonics relatively quickly [why the hell did they give 2nd graders such a difficult/boring topic to read about? boring to them cause the words weren't easy] but ellian was having trouble with it n wouldn't write the last part in his own words [he kept copying it from the other side] n he was getting frustrated n started crying n jeffrey was like 'why did you make my friend cryyy? here ellian! you can copy mine!' n i was like noo he can't copy yours cause that'd be the same as copying the other side! D: he would still not learn anything D:

today we're doing arts n crafts [right] n since last week they had off for presidents day/week we're gunna do this patriotic thingiie~ nice n simple..to me at least :x we'll see how difficult the kids find it to be T.T;

after work edwin's coming to flushing n we're gunna eat with my coworkers :] linda got a new job so she's leaving :[ 

HR Sig

yesterday i finished the hr sig but today i rotated the names so that everyone has their own name as the first 1 that shows up n the time for their names are quadrupled but the base one was this. each person chose their own pic of what they considered romantic~ some have sentimental meaning etc. it's pretty sweet :] although the images are really hard to see cause they're so small. o well :p it's the thought that counts!